I am keeping a Dream Journal now because I want to remember as many dreams as I can. Also, it is conducive to lucid dreaming. I apologize in advance because most of my dreams err on the less than pleasant side. Enjoy.
Saturday, October 30, 2010
The Dark Half
Just so you know, I do have other dreams besides the ones I put up here. But usually, I try to put up the most pieced together ones I can remember, or the most striking. I usually (now) remember a dream 6 out of 7 days of the week, sometimes even all 7.
This dream is also jumbled, and it makes me a bit angry, but I'll do the best I can with it. I remember being outside in my driveway with two other people, one I think was my brother (who was only my dream brother, as he was rather fat and blond) and another was some guy I can't quite place. We were putting together something or working on something sitting down, but I don't remember what. I called out "Molly!" and this rather large spider (though still real-life sized) came jumping towards us on the pavement. I didn't dare touch her still, but I fed her a bit of meat that I had. Apparently I had trained a spider to come to it's name. How creepy is that?
I was singing "Eyes on me" from Final Fantasy while we worked and Molly ate, and the unknown guy was telling me to sing more! More! But my voice would crack when it got to really high notes and I don't know why he wanted me to keep singing. I got up when I heard sirens. Apparently one of our neighbors' (in a big apartment complex that doesn't exist) near our house, house had exploded. Something relating to the fact that she was a food hoarder and she had kept soup from 7 years back and it caught fire or something equally as ridiculous. It also had something to do with a plane or the fact that the woman was a flight attendant but I don't remember why.
My parents then came outside dressed in all white. Mother had a long curved knife at her hip. They told me they were going shopping or something. I said "Uh, you guys are dressed like you're in the Boondock saints and are going to go kill some people". They quickly ASSURED me that they were only going shopping. Of course I knew better, but what do you do when your parents come outside dressed in flowing white like angels (of death?). They gave me instructions that I was to drive to see my grandparents the following day (and we were going on vacation? So I had to meet them hours away from where they actually live) and they would meet me there, because they had "Things" to take care of first.
After they left, I went to change clothes. My dream snapped to an interview like scene of my dream-brother who was talking to the "camera". He said something along the lines of "Yea, I know I shouldn't have done that cocaine, but it was just pure white working-out power. Pure work and muscle! Usually when I work out I get a stomach ache". Seriously he was this fat kid with blond curly hair, I don't know who he was kidding.
When I came back outside, the my brother and the other guy was gone. I went near a window of my house and called for Molly, who came bounding along. I remember still being frightened to touch her in my dream, though she seemed to be my familiar. I fed her some green thing, when out of the corner of my eye I saw a little girl peering at me from inside my house. It was immediately understood that this was an alternate dimension, and if I were to go around and enter my house, she would not be there, it would only be my own house. I looked at her, looking at me.
She was obviously in a darker realm. She was younger than me with dark brown eyes, translucent skin, and her dark brown hair pulled into a ponytail. She made a terrible, horrifying face that left its imprint on the window as if she had blown hot air and carved her face into it, and it stayed like that. She did it to another window and I was frightened. But as I stared longer, I saw that there may be more than meets the eye. Eventually I saw a flicker of something, a spark in her eyes.
And she smiled. Not in a creepy way, but in a genuine way. I couldn't help but smile back.
Then we threw water balloons at each other (at the window), where mine popped and trickled down the walls, but hers merely bounced back at her. I woke up.
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